Freaking Out (and Stuff About BTB)

Okay, so I finally wrote a letter to Dan Povenmire and Swampy Marsh. Wrote it. I haven't sent it yet. I'm honestly freaking out because I put the web address to THIS BLOG in it, and I don't know if they'll check it out or what, but I'm honestly on the fence about whether to send it or not.

I also have been writing non-stop in Behind The Busting. I still haven't figured out whether or not Phineas is going to figure out that the comic he's been drawing is almost reality or not, but I have an idea for a companion story where he does, and then Candace uses her memory erasure device on him. But so far, it's only an idea.

In other stuff, I'm ahead of schedule in Camp NaNoWriMo. I'm still not sure if I'm going to take an eraser to that letter yet. And I'm posting another sneak peek for BTB here. It's a sad song that Candace sings to her dead father onstage at the end of her summer camp. When my mother read it, she actually cried, so here goes.

Phineas and Ferb does not belong to me.

Candace calmly goes to the microphone and starts to sing,

"I'm standing on this stage, and I'm trying not to cry

as I stare into the lights I'm looking for your eyes.

every thing reminds me of the day you left Forever.

That day was the end of our lives together,

My life has changed, now I'm going in a new direction

Forever.

And I’m standing on this stage, I'm trying not to cry

as I stare into the lights I'm looking for your eyes.

every thing reminds me of the day you left Forever.

I find myself trying to find you in this crowd,

Hoping that you've come back some how

to see me up here again.

And I’m standing on this stage, and I'm trying not to cry

as I stare into the lights I'm looking for your eyes.

every thing reminds me of the day you left Forever.

I want you to see me up on the stage

You used to love to hear me sing

Now I'm singing you one last song

To say good-bye

Forever

I'm saying good-bye

Forever."


Candace hands the mike to the camp leader, tears streaming down her face.

So that's Forever by Candace Flynn. Well, actually, I was walking down the street and said to myself, "What if Candace was singing a song to Peter..." and I just started singing things in the Australian accent I assume Chi Vin uses. Honestly, I was just thinking of sad things to say, that if someone I loved died (really hoping it never happens) I would want to say to him or her to say goodbye forever.

In BTB, Peter Flynn was a large part of Candace's childhood (more than Linda, actually...) and when she was ten, he passed away (not sure what happened yet) leaving the broken girl with the mother she didn't really know and a little brother she had never met.

Over the next little bit of her life, she conforms on the outside to the girl that she thinks her mother wants her to be, while on the inside staying her father's Kevin. As she grows closer to Phineas and Ferb, she becomes more protective of them. There's actually a scene where I based her off 2nd Dimension Candace. (Oh and BTW, if you don't like spoilers, DO NOT READ THIS STORY. Actually, several scenes are based on the movie and other episodes, and they are referenced at some points.)

Phineas finds out some things about his father that had been kept from him his entire life. Actually, this was probably the hardest thing to write so far, because keeping Phineas in character when he's angry and hurt is very difficult.

Hope that I'm not boring you with this, and please prepare for the next chapter of (Maybe Not) tomorrow! (I haven't forgotten you.)

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